Have you ever psycho-analysed yourself? Done a Freud session on yourself? Realising that you do a certain action, and wonder to yourself why you do that? Trying to explain to yourself why it is you do it.
You can be walking down the street, hunching your shoulders, and then suddenly be thinking in your head, why is it that I do that? Is it because I’m defensive, or that I’m trying to protect myself from getting hurt? Or could it be that I have low self-esteem? And the next thing you know, you’ll be wondering why is it that I look down as I walk? What are the reasons for that?
It’s endless. Every little movement, action, as well as speech, gets dissected and scrutinised and then your mind seems to formulate an analysis for it. And then from that analysis you try to make yourself better, as you’ve realised that those previous actions need to be corrected and you need to become a better, more confident you. It’s good in a way; these self-psycho-analysing moments. They help you to limit your faults and work on parts of yourself that need improving, so eventually you become that better you.
But nobody’s perfect; and no-one ever will be. And those little things that you call ‘flaws’ and limitations to your personality; those are what make you who you are. They make you original, different from everyone else. Isn’t that the point of having billions of people on the earth? If everyone was the same, it’d be boring and dull, and life would be far too simple. It’s the complications in life that define you, and the differences between people that make us bond. Of course, you can have people who like the same things as you, but there will always be a difference in opinion somewhere along the line. But that’s what makes it all the more interesting; someone else’s point of view might make you stop and think and consider different options.
But I’m straying from the point here. No point changing who you are if it means compromising the little quirks that make you you. So be glad to be you. Take the time to appreciate life, and never aim to be perfect. Because frankly, perfect’s boring.
There you go, that’s my psycho-analysis for the day.